Just woke up ? I don’t know what happened, it might be something in my dream.. A nightmare ???
Ahh, I couldn’t remember though.
Double tapped on my mobile screen, it’s 2.38 AM. A notification is popping up “Alarm @ 5.30 AM”. Oh dear lord, what do I do now.
Long silence 🔕
I got up and went out to the balcony. Here it is, it’s so peaceful out there, no one is around, I told myself while looking down from the balcony. Then heard very familiar voice “a dog barks”. I looked at the road side, yeah here comes a super gang of stray dogs.
This is the only time they feel like they own the world, a thought lingers in my mind. Probably it’s true, this is the only time they get to be themselves and do whatever they want, do whatever they feel, go wherever they like. After all they are also living thing.
I can listen my favorite song, I thought and went inside my room to get my mobile phone.
Leave it, I can listen my favorite song anytime any day, I told to myself and put the mobile on charging and back to my favorite place.
Yes, I am able to hear something now,
Silence, A voice that carries nothing. Moon, showering its light through clouds and struggles to get its visibility. Only few stars ? I can count them and tell everyone that I counted stars, being childish in the middle of the night, I smiled.
Suddenly I heard voices, talking about me ???
Who are they? What are they talking about. Is someone hiding there and mumbling ? I was getting conscious to know what the heck is happening with me in the middle of the night.
Hey listen, Stop. I shouted in my mind so loudly, and looked at diagonally upside from my gallery, something strange I could see, it’s on 4th floor, their balcony is fully covered with vivid cloth which colored like dark green, that is the only color I could figure out at night with the help of the only light was coming across the street. It’s like no one could see them through it but if someone is inside there they have clear visibility to others. I was wondering, I never noticed that before during anytime in a day, it’s been almost a year I am staying here. quite weird!!! Is someone looking at me ? I whispered. It was a voice coming outside of my mind, if anyone would have been there, probably he couldn’t have it heard at all.
No, I am not afraid at all, it wasn’t frightening, still interesting. I said and closed my eyes.
Coming back to the voices I have heard. This is the only way to talk to yourself with your eyes closed.
I think I found them, I can hear them talking clearly.
Ahh!!! It’s my MIND and HEART. My two unborn child who always stay with me. I call them a notorious mind and a beautiful heart .
Yes, there are three of us engaged in the conversation now.
Mind, Heart and I.
Not sure about you, but I bet, this is such a beautiful conversation, three of us ever had.!
Though it’s murky out there, I could see a light inside me, after a long time, A clear view, A clear picture, A clear thought.